People shouldn’t be the cause of your happiness at all , you should be .
I kinda just feel like if I make the outside of me pretty and beautiful, that maybe the inside will become the same way.
I’m a very ugly person inside.
Not really worth getting to know, or bothering.
Which is kinda why I’ve made myself be okay with staying home all the time, I dread being with others.
I like being alone, because I never really feel alone …even though I always am.
I mean I’m not depressed, and I’m definitely not as low as I once was.
I’m just sad, I’ve been sad for a few days actually.
So maybe I’m not relapsing, or depressed.
Maybe I’m just sad, and it’s okay to be sad sometimes.
I’m relapsing, I can feel it.
Since I know what it was like before, I know what it is now.
Depression really is a sickness.
I’ve just felt like crying all day.